2009 wrap up

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Amazing things that happened in 2009

Challenges I faced in 2009 is a biggie…

My sister-in-law for wisely persuading me I was too ill to return to work in September

She was right, as soon as school got in I was hospitalized and after many overwhelming tests was diag with Takayasu Arteris

I got very sick in the space of 4 weeks, spent 4 months not being able to breathe, not being able to do anything until cardiac intervention surgery on Dec 1st within 4 days after surgery I was up and about. Within 4 weeks I had lost 5lbs and was walking further and faster than I have for years. I commit in 2010 to completely take advantage of that and get into the best shape I have ever been in by hiring a trainer. This is the time!

What is there to grieve about 2009?

(What was disappointing? What was scary? What was hard? What can you forgive yourself for?)

It was hard to quit working at school

It was scary to be so sick so quickly

It’s hard to realize that no one will ever really know what it was like

Need to forgive myself for not expecting such great support, but getting it anyway.

What else do you need to say about the year to declare it complete?

Okay, the next step is to say out loud, “I declare 2009 complete!” How do you feel? If you don’t feel quite right, there might be one more thing to say…

I need to say how freaking rock star like my cardiac surgeons are. I need to let them know that with every breath I take they really are with me. I think of them all the time and cannot imagine living life without their help in 2009. They rock.

“I declare 2009 complete”

My word for 2010 is RADIANCE. Image is my own collage (created pre-op), cut pics and words that resonate from old magazine, the resulting words read:

Breathing Space, imagine, a well-lighted path, find, freedom, rock-solid, radiance.

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One Response to “2009 wrap up”

  1. Awesome blog to end the year. Your excitement for the New Year is contagious!!!!

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